Centre for Peace & Security Afghanistan – CEPSAF: Greater Middle Eastern Research and Analysis

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Chapter Thirty-Six Another reality grabbed my attention. As we drove outside of Kabul, I noticed my watan and my people had picked up the colour of dust: the giant mountains, the tunnels, the mud houses; the lone shops covered in piles of green and yellow melons as well as plastic bags of apples; the…

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Chapter Thirty-Five ‘“Traditional jelai” was what was on his lips. Now he abandons the traditional jelai in Kabul and gets married in England. I don’t understand the logic of this.” Nazigul whispered that there were ‘people’ waiting in the lounge. A man in a qaraqul hat with two armed men greeted me as I…

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Chapter Thirty-Four The jeep drove through Afghanistan’s green zone, Sherpur, or what Nadir called ‘Sher-chur’ (lion’s loot) in his thesis. Nouveau riche warlords, drug lords and bureaucrats grabbed the barren patch of hillsides near Wazir Akbar Khan District in the first years of America’s invasion and turned them into the Beverly Hills of Kabul,…

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Chapter Thirty-Three Mour planted a kiss on my head and thanked Khudai. I pulled my head away as she aimed to kiss me again. Hobbled to my place in the lounge, heavy with freshly sprayed vanilla, and sat on the mattress. Shujah and Mour took their places. The wrinkles on Shujah’s forehead had increased…

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Chapter Thirty-Two A green-uniformed man, sitting in between Nazia and me, warned that each word earned us a slap. He held the rose flower design earrings I’d bought for my cousin sister. Glanced at them, glared at me and shook his head. Abstained from battering me, perhaps, because his boss in the front passenger…

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Chapter Thirty-One In the bright early morning of the following day, on the way to school, Najiba, who had thin lips and a headscarf covering her forehead down to the bridge of her nose, popped in to explain the plan. We thanked Najiba for her invaluable help. She did this because Khudailoved those who…

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Chapter Thirty I put a mantu with a piece of naan in my mouth and chewed on them. Shujah praised me for following the habitual practiceof the Prophet, peace be upon him. I told him that I hadn’t abandoned my traditions, including using my hands to eat, thanking Frishta in my heart for her…

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Chapter Twenty-Nine It’d been half an hour since we’d departed from Qandigul’s, and I’d heard nothing except discussions on the horror of the random bullets and yesterday’s fedayi attack, coupled with Mour blaming me for having thrown ourselves into a ‘burning fire’ and Nazigul’s gratefulness to Khudai that Shujah and I were safe and…

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Chapter Twenty-Eight We parked Shujah’s Volga at the bottom of a concrete road in Khair Khana. Under the blazing sun of mid-afternoon climbed up a hill you’d say had been drawn by a nursery student with fancy colours: the hill accommodated hundreds of detached and semi-detached houses: some mud and others concrete; some single-storeyed…

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Chapter Twenty-Seven The unpredictable life of the airport gave way to the safety of Shujah’s home and his family: Nazigul, her 13-year-old, and four-year-old daughters and the six-year-old twin sons. After freshening up and exchanging news about the fedayi bomber, and after I implored Mour, Nazigul and Shujah to stop discussing the horrifying experience,…